we were born alone, we live alone and we die alone.

only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion that we are not.

to be sure that you know what im saying, i'll translate as i go along.

blah blah blah...

its rather cold.

Day 9

i wonder if she understands why i did the things i did.

even the occupation i took thinking she would be with me.

i never wanted to travel the world alone.

i believed we would be together supporting each other and in a few years, start a family.

lives and dreams sure are fickle.

i wonder if she has changed so much, or just forgotten what she really wanted. or perhaps i never knew what that was in the first place.