Thursday, December 29, 2011

no matter how much money you got, no matter how many friends you got.
gave everything.i just want...
meditate
how very pathetic.
why why why why why why why
just a lost little boy crying because he dropped his icecream. forever.
sing a happy song, sing a sad song. seal a part of my soul in a box and put it away. i made mistakes and i made the effort, i fought for naught if it ain't meant to be.

Day 7

words fail me. the pain the sorrow the disappointment. shattered dreams and forgotten promises. i wonder why i miss it so, i wonder why it means so much to me. as its obvious it didnt matter to her.

live and learn, growing up is rather painful.