Cant cry very well, must be out of practice.

feeling slightly better, guess i'll check out what life has to offer tonight

One of the most agonizing xmas nights i've had. i had fun in the day, out with friends and enjoying life. but now it's night, and i am alone. the pain and emptiness haunts me. while i refuse to cry i dont know how long i can hold on.
i lay here in darkness with a void in my chest, waiting impatiently for morning to come. please dont take too long

Dubai is really something... built in the middle of a desert and simply beautiful.

day 3

do i miss my loved ones or the ones that loved me? i wonder. merry xmas to all, one day i will forget