/slap self

stop moping you coward

it drives me crazy.

blah blah blah more moaning and crying and sob stories... meng stfu.

she says she's thought about it. but i dont know why she would give up on all we had, all we will have. we've been on this road for a long time, it just needed a little more.

Day 6

its not painful. just a slow emptiness that is devouring me inside. i cant think, cant eat, cant sleep. if only there was a switch i could use to turn off my emotions.