Tuesday, December 31, 2013

2013 NYE

had so much food... sleeeepy, probably not going to see the fireworks in city.

well, 2013 has been somewhat interesting. made some friends, lost some friends. made some money, lost some money. took a job, quit a job.

seems pretty standard.

best of wishes to all those around me, i am actually looking forward to 2014. but i get a feeling it's going to be an even more difficult year... here's hoping it'll be rewarding also.

p.s making a note to self, need them daily jogs. getting fat(ter?) you are.

Friday, November 15, 2013

thunder cracking
pouring rain
hail beating down
this nightly sky
with this chilling cold
and gusting wind
unfortunately, reminds me of you
ahhh... to hell with this, time for a jog

Saturday, September 7, 2013


draw a large, bright yellow circle

draw a blue, medium circle within

no draw a small, black circle in the middle.

and at the very centre, put down a small red dot.

label that meng.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

dreams are invaded, temptation must cease 

Friday, November 9, 2012

forgetting my days... i hope this kind of experience will be useful in the future.

blasting music in the middle of the desert, working throughout the night.

on the job no matter what day it is, no matter what time it is

but a vacation would be nice

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

And here we are

Back again

The light in the far far horizon fades

The  night shall come

Darkness devours

Abandon the hope

Lay and rest and die

In peace
if you love me, dont set me free.

i will only walk to my demise.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

and yet, here we are again

trust, betrayal

for love, for hate

such trivial emotions and human acts

yet why does it agonize so

Saturday, June 16, 2012

i have no evil thoughts to share ... for now

Sunday, April 22, 2012


happy birthday to me...

Saturday, March 31, 2012


Sunday, February 19, 2012

Day 30

that would be the beginning and the end. that will be all. i know what i want now.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Day 29

not sure what to do. should i or should i not.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Day 28


where where

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Day 27

waiting and waiting.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Day 26

would you be my missing piece.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Day 25

A little lonesome.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Day 24

what is this crappy indifference.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

im scared. im alone. but i will persist

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all

Monday, January 30, 2012

Day 23

saa.... what to do

Saturday, January 28, 2012

so close, yet so far

Day 22

ahahahaha... you fool

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Day 21

please make it stop

Friday, January 20, 2012

Day 20

la da di da da

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Ever try?
Ever fail?
Try again.
Fail again.
Fail better.

Day 19


Monday, January 16, 2012

plan, proceed, endure, persevere, triumphant?

Day 18

nothing is impossible?

Saturday, January 14, 2012

i come. i see. i conquer!

Day 17


Friday, January 13, 2012

Day 16

Urah. feel the pain!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

so fkn confused. so fkn tired. so fkn disappointed.

Day 15

To meng:


Monday, January 9, 2012

honestly meng, why do you care

Sunday, January 8, 2012

ahhh... fuck it all

Saturday, January 7, 2012

change of plans? i dont know

Day 14

people always use many words to say a simple thing

Friday, January 6, 2012

i hope so. i want to make her happy.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

to be a friend.