Pudding

wow, so this is somewhat like how it feels to be tortured. cant believe people can put up with this. times ten.

sooooo... im on the road again...

would be nice if i could stop moving around so much some time, you know, settle down in a spot for a while and enjoy the time there.

yawn, so very tired. traveling is exhaustive business.

hope you guys are having a better time ;]

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

what to do.

staggering on my feet, i wipe my face with blood stained hands.

struggling to survive, i witness my comrades fall. taking gut wounds, writhing on the ground for hours screaming in agony before ceasing their breath.

forgive me friends, i must go on. to my purpose, destination, my master, my dreams and ambition.

i cry out when the thorns pierce into my arms, shed my tears in pain. battered, bruised and wounded, i keep crawling

it challenges me, it threatens. dangerous and dark, it is all but beckoning.

yet my stupidity and ego drives me on.

i fight my losing battles, for I shall not be victorious.

Deja... vu

so it hits me, while im staring out of the window, watching the clouds in the distance making their advance over this little town.

i've been here, sitting and watching with this exact mindset, some time, somewhere before.

feels almost serene.

or maybe thats what frou frou does to you.

mmmm... this is familiar.

global warming.... T_T

wwaaaaaahhh... its like 12 degrees C here... cant believe only a few days ago this place was all frozen over.

gone ish the snow! just like the first month of my trip. . . went o so swiftly

hail to mom and her cooking, now it seems home was sweet after all.

obama is pretty cool, nice speeches.

hmm, meng will survive... i think.

kind of like this jazz station, try it out if you have time.

http://player.play.it/player/aolPlayer.html?v=4.3.10&ur=1&us=1&id=

sigh, back to work i go.

p.s be safe!

Skittles

Unfortunately to those looking for candy, this has nothing to do with skittles.

In the States, cold and alone and... sometimes hungry.

I love the snow, never been anywhere that snowed this beautifully... I stand and watch the snow fall as the minutes tick by, even when I'm trembling from the cold but still reluctant to move.

Purdue is huge... need to take a bus just to get to town. people are very nice here, just like back home.

still, can't help but feel a bit lonely - dont take me wrong, did make friends. a bit homesick i say.

mmm... heres praying for the next five months.

p.s im due a pleasant surprise in three... ;]

Insomnia my friend...

I'm seeing dead pixels in the sky, hearing things I've never said yearning and for things not so far away.

All the time wondering, why am I still awake.

. . . bit hungry tho.

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There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
-Friedrich Nietzsche

Interesting times indeed.

I actually made a promise ;o

Goes something like this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-5ACpAOoPs&feature=related

/wish self luck